A puppet on a string?
To anyone who may know me, I mean aside from online bantering or passing pleasantries as music drowns out our voices or flashy lights our vision, to my true friends you know that i'm an easy person to get along with. I will do just about anything and everything as long as it pleases you in some way, shape, or form. Today however the real world slapped me in the face and I realized that my altruistic behavior is not appreciated in the way I had once believed but rather its being abused and I have been stained with my co workers footprints.
in previous posts I have wrote of my passion for my work. In recent weeks I have been rewarded for this passion, a reward that has not sat well with some..
For the first time In 5 years I figured I must be doing something right and I felt good. This euphoria left me with a crazy feeling of taking initiative and actually branching out from the norm and trying something on my own, a penalty I was soon fined for. Ok I realize right now your confused as my anecdote is blurry. Let me get to the moral of this unfinished story....
To be honest and considerate...Is to be used and manipulated
To succeed is to be ruthless
I guess I have failed
sorry hard day....
posted by Janine @ 8:30 PM
5 Comments:
buddy don't worry, you're doing everything right...some people you work with are just a bunch of clowns who cant stand their job and the kids. You are not the one who failed...not even close, they are. They fail to appricate the work you do...and you must be doing a great job, all the kids love you and so do I !!!!
People with big hearts always leave their mark in this world. Small minded people reach their short sighted goals each and everyday ways but there is no real future without a past that you can be proud of.
... now dance puppet dance!
the good ones win out in the long run, we take the long hard way to do so but eventually we get there...sit tight sister ...yours will come to you...karma is a powerful thing and you're all good...so you're due
Moi...
amendment...
to the people that may ever hurt my shitsa...beware...I'm a big girl...I'm mighty powerful...
and I'm a superhero..
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